Thursday, September 22, 2005
i asked! i asked him! .... i asked him to read my blog too.. ... Sarah, you are just brilliant. i'll probably be too embarrassed to see him after.. i'm trusting God now.. everything is in God's hands... woo boy... if i get to Heaven and find out that it was just me.. well.. not much to say by then... eheheheh.. i'm too nervous to put up anything right now... he's reading it right as i'm typing this.. i'll probably copy and paste the convo later tonight. darnit. i'm so nervous! gah! oh... how? how???!!!! i wish charmaine was on right now.. so i can talk to her.. darnit. why did i say 10.30pm?!?!?! i'm so nervous! i better go.. the wait is KILLING me!
EDIT: okies.. here's the ENTIRE conversation.. from start to finish!
me>>hello
me>>er.. are you busy right now?
him>>kinda
him>>why?
me>>just a quick message
me>>i need to ask you something after church
me>>where will you be?
him>>why dont u ask me now
me>>...
me>>God told me to ask you personally that's why
me>>me and my stupid bet with him
me>>sorry.
him>>how u noe its what He wants u to do
me>>faith
me>>plus that super guilty feeling i got when i didn't ask you earlier
me>>have you been following my nicknames these few days?
him>>ask me now la
him>>err no
him>>why?
me>>okies
me>>nvm
me>>i'll ask you now if you want.
him>>yeah
him>>ask me now
him>>i might be going to my fren;s church on sun
me>>God would like it if you could come back to poiema
him>>what makes u think so
me>>you er.. go read my blog..
him>>address
me>>www.sanctuary-.blogspot.com
me>>yeah
me>> my reasoning might be kinda daft though..
me>>i dunno laa
him>>how to get in ah
me>>?? click on the URL
him>> im at the website
me>>click on
him>>but yeah
him>>?
him>> click on??
me>>wait..
me>>the one before...'the angels'
him>>kk
me>>the reasoning is kinda daft like i said.. but the 'ask Joel to come back part' is true..
him>>wait
him>>im reading
me>>i know
me>>take your sweeet time
him>>okie i read it already
him>>hmm
me>>okie..
him>>i nvr did ask GOd abt what going back
me>>yeah.. which is probably why HE is asking YOU
him>>tt was also what i thought
me>>and then..?
him>> need to re-consider la
me>>that's fine
him>>not ready myself
me>>i know
him>>not sure too
me>> that's fine
me>>hold on... i have to relax myself
him>>orh
him>>relax
me>>whew.. the tense moment is finally over
him>>okie
him>>gd
me>>okies..
me>>you have no idea how stressed i was..
me>>and i have to apologise.. i was practically screaming at charmaine on sun.. something like, "That Joel is starting to annoy me!! AND HE ISN'T EVEN DOING ANYTHING!!! AAAAHH!"
me>>i said sorry to her
me>>but i'm sorry for blaming you
me>>yeah...
him>>why i annoy?
me>>it wasn't your fault.. i was desperate to vent on someone.. and since YOU were the person i stressed about..
him>>oh
me>>yeah, sorry
him>>its okay la
me>>thanks..
me>>but yeah. so think about it.. and pray about yeah? i heard from charmaine.. you nvr even prayed about it
him>>hahahahah
him>>cos i mugging my ass off
him>>and tired
me>>i know
me>>but there is always time.. like in church?
him>>haha
him>>tts true
him>>what
me>>well, i better not disturb you anymore.. haha.. tell what you've decided k..?
him>>yeah
him>>no prob
me>>see ya around
him>>yeah!
me>>^^
